Busy, Busy, Busy

We have busy little bees since end Feb17th- till tomorrow. Let me just say a big part of it has been birthdays. The boys birthdays a practically two days apart. Not really but very, very close. Soooo lets just say I have been eating lots pizza and lots of sweets!!!! But both my boys are year older and growing like weeds.
Tonight when I looked back at Nathan when we were on our way to a school fundraiser. There he was listening to his Mp3 player and holding his stuffed animal. It hit me I these moments of him changing but still holding on to his little boy things will be few and far between. Soon he will want nothing to do with me, not want me to hold his hand, or to kiss him good night. These are the days and I need to remind myself of that daily. Jacob is still little enough that he likes to hang out with mommy. Which I LOVE!!! One day last week he stayed home cause he was sick and we watched cartoons together. All three of us in bed. Jacob holding Rachel's hand, and mommy just starring at them. Then we ran errands together and he told me "Mommy I sure do miss you". My heart just melted.
As for my diet it has not been going well at all. With all this birthday stuff I have been eating horrible but... I have been working out. I have to get back on the wagon and start eating better. Not just for me but for my kids and husband. Pray for me in this battle cause it is such a battle.